maskedmaniac Posted April 14, 2018 Report Share Posted April 14, 2018 Woke up (yay), but woke up feeling like complete crap as if I didn't sleep at all. It's the weekend and I have no work but still couldn't sleep in late and now that I'm out of bed I just feel like going back to bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Generations Posted April 14, 2018 Report Share Posted April 14, 2018 Just having one of those weeks where little things are stacking up quickly, and other people are making my life stressful. I can handle my own comings and goings...but, when other people start throwing sticks in the spokes, I hate that shit. My nerves feel shot, and I don't even personally have anything to worry about...just adopting negative energy from other people... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlterNation Posted April 19, 2018 Author Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 I'm melting in this office. Shiiiiiiiiit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Creepy Bro Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 Allergies... these GD allergies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Nerd Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 My entire family just used my cousins surprise birthday party to have this bullshit intervention about my drinking problem. So ALL of my family is here. And the ONLY thing I can think of is singing Amy Winehouses Rehab. Simply because Im not going to any *censored*ing rehab clinic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AONO. Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 My entire family just used my cousins surprise birthday party to have this bullshit intervention about my drinking problem. So ALL of my family is here. And the ONLY thing I can think of is singing Amy Winehouses Rehab. Simply because Im not going to any *censored*ing rehab clinic. Yound very agressive about it. I mean you've just said there is a problem. Have you considered solutions other than rehab? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Nerd Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 My entire family just used my cousins surprise birthday party to have this bullshit intervention about my drinking problem. So ALL of my family is here. And the ONLY thing I can think of is singing Amy Winehouses Rehab. Simply because Im not going to any *censored*ing rehab clinic.Yound very agressive about it. I mean you've just said there is a problem. Have you considered solutions other than rehab? The PROBLEM is them though. Thats whats they dont get it. Dealing with their issues, protecting my siblings cause Im the oldest. Not being allowed to express how I feel because Ill be weak. Etc. But I cant tell them that because then Ill be using them as an outlet. It sucks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Creepia Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 Rehab works. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Nerd Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 For many, I wont even say some because that would be ignorant of me. I just never felt comfortable spilling my guts to some random person who is ready to punch the clock when its time. I dont know, maybe Im jaded? Idk. And yes Im aware thats a therapist but in retrospect they have sessions where you see a shrink in rehab... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Creepia Posted April 19, 2018 Report Share Posted April 19, 2018 Yes that is very jaded. Just because it's work doesn't mean people don't care. They spent years training in the field for a reason. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Nerd Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 I mean people train to be cops and kill people unfairly. So idk man. Ill consider it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maskedmaniac Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 No one's going to kill you at rehab. It should be safe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
M3J Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 Yeah, if anything you're more likely to kill someone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Nerd Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 Ehh, thanks gents. Ill def consider if. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AONO. Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 Yeag I get what you are saying. I was/am going through smilliar things. However, nothings gets resolved just by saying your drinking is not the problem but the people who are you drinking because of. As people have said, rehab is not that bad of an option. A shrink also. Don't know if you do, but a good psychaitraist can help a bunch. And baout "punching the clock"... well therapists, psychaitrist, and simillar people... There are limitations to sessions because of reasons that not only have to do with money. Of course it is their job, but still. Well if there is physical problem with your body, it would be a good thing to see a doctor, of course he can be bad also... But I think you can see where I'm getting at. Just like in any profession there are oorly trained people, good ones, and excellent ones. But that's a whole 'nother discussion. And police training and policing problems is a whole another level. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
M3J Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 Yeah, drinking is also a problem. Can't shift blame away from drinking unless it actually makes you better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ernez Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 For many, I wont even say some because that would be ignorant of me. I just never felt comfortable spilling my guts to some random person who is ready to punch the clock when its time. I dont know, maybe Im jaded? Idk. And yes Im aware thats a therapist but in retrospect they have sessions where you see a shrink in rehab... I'm not going to convince you to go, but I wanted to let you know rehab doesn't make you spill your guts, in fact most doesn't even want you to. That's AA, not rehab. Rehab(usually) is a continuous plan to try to sort the problem of the drinking/drugs itself. It's actually REALLY helpful, I've seen it first hand. They don't treat you like a patient, or a drunk...at least the ones I seen. Edit: Oh and don't do it for no one but yourself. Otherwise I doubt you'll ever make it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Muur Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 Massive problem if they had to trick you like that. Sucks for the birthday boy though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FulGore Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 My shoulder and collarbone are a little out of whack today. I can literally move my arm in a circular motion, and it sounds like my bones are grinding. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CROSS-Out Posted April 20, 2018 Report Share Posted April 20, 2018 Apparently microsofts own damned troubleshooting programs can't detect when a fundamental .dll file for their friggin updating system isn't registered or working properly. That's 2 hours of manual troubleshooting i'll never get back.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Nerd Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 Creep, M3J, Aono and Creep and Ernez and everyone else, thank you all. Ive decided to go ahead and go into rehab. My admission date is Monday. Its for the best. Shit isnt getting any better with the drinking. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
M3J Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 Drinking doesn't make anything better if you can't function though, it just makes you ignore the problems. Nothing will make shit better other than actually confronting it and doing something about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Muur Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 Creep, M3J, Aono and Creep and Ernez and everyone else, thank you all. Ive decided to go ahead and go into rehab. My admission date is Monday. Its for the best. Shit isnt getting any better with the drinking. Fair play mate. Good luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrulyEvil Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 Creep, M3J, Aono and Creep and Ernez and everyone else, thank you all. Ive decided to go ahead and go into rehab. My admission date is Monday. Its for the best. Shit isnt getting any better with the drinking. I've always been told "you'll never find the answers to your problems at the end of the bottle" - it's something I try to keep in mind when life gets low and I consider looking for "solutions". Good luck man, I hope it all goes really well for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maskedmaniac Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 With drinking it's either you love to do it, or you don't. I guess there is the in-between but if you are just doing something you wouldn't do alone just to be social with people then it's probably not something you really love. Not saying this is the case with anyone here but it is a great feeling to be able to say no to a drink and still enjoy hanging out with your friends. Hope all goes well with the re-hab. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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